Feeling...

So, I realized tonight as I was talking to Sarah, that I'm no longer numb. I'm aching and that's exciting. I'm aching with a longing to know my Jesus more. I'm hungry for Him. My parched soul is desperate for His healing waters.

What hope that brings to me. To know that even this aching is a working of His amazing grace in my life. What a great God I serve. A Friend that pursues me in my numbness and breathes life into my dry bones. What undeserved kindness! I am seeing again a glimpse.

Like the guys that carried their paralyzed friend to Jesus, my Jesus is carrying me, in my helpless state, to the throne of Grace so I can find strength and help in my time of need.